Alan with a giant smile on his face jumping with his thumbs up.  Is that someway of telling me “Everything will be alright?”  Damn that sounds so emo haha.  But really, that image was funny.

In addition he looked really good also.  I mean, I wouldnt go so far as to claim he’s “hot,” just a little handsome, is all

He probably won’t like that I cut my hair?  Does it matter? Not really. I mean, of course it’s important that he still thinks I’m pretty.  But other guys could take a look too, if they want.  I’m not limiting myself to one mediocre person, shoot.

I love him.  I miss him.  A lot.  A lot.

I’ve gotta learn to keep my mouth shut.  It’s gotta be restrained;  It ruins everything.